Jenna-Leigh Anderson
I like the dramatic quality of the lighting at night. There are often strong shadows, and that relates to hiding things. It is as if the shadows invite the observer in to share their secrets. One can bring one’s own experiences and thoughts into these areas of shadow.”
Micheal Kenna, Night Walk
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I am interested in the notion of fear. This photographic essay is informed by the feeling of fear, or more so the feeling of unease. These feelings are both my own and also my interpretation of the experiences in the unconscious of other individuals.
The focus of this series was to gain an understanding of others fears. As a starting point I created a survey to gather information from people of all ages and races to see if there was a commonality between them. There was a very broad range of fears that started from one end of the spectrum and veered off in all sorts of directions. At one end were the everyday aspects that we all have to deal with such as loneliness and darkness. Then there were more obscure and unrealistic phobias such as clowns, long drive ways or the monster that creeps out from the wardrobe as we sleep. Having such a diverse range I then had to decide which aspects of fear I needed to explore in order to successfully present my ideas. My first instinct was to steer away from the everyday fears, but as I researched further into this area I realised that the scope of everyday life, especially in urban spaces, is never completely unimportant. So I went with the urban space I know best, West Auckland.
I have lived in West Auckland my entire life so it just seemed to click. With the concept now planted in my head, going about my life in the usual fashion I started to see these public everyday places in a completely new light. It Is not just me who inhabits these spaces on a daily basis, it is everyone around me. Everyone is somehow involved. Can I make others see these places in this new way that I am now seeing them? This is what I have set out to do – to convey the feeling of abandonment and loneliness.
The title comes from a piece of writing where the artist Michael Kenna shares his thoughts on his own works. I feel this quote fits quite strongly as shadows have always made their presence known in my past works and are very prominent even now.
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© Jenna-Leigh Anderson